N levels.

khai fell asleep and i'm still waiting for him to wake up. pretty bored right now.

i tell u, i'm damn scared abt my N levels. it's less than 2 weeks away. first there's mother tongue, followed by english then ss. yes, bloody ss. i'm starting to dislike it. maths is ok if compared to ss. serious shit.

the rest of the class is falling behind in english. i seriously worry for them. yes, khai told me to worry abt myself first, but still, i cant help it. they're my classmates. i feel responsible since i'm like almost always the top english student in 4/2. sigh, i feel so useless.

k it's alright. right now, i'm focusing on my ss. i just Completed a practice paper for maths though. my results were horrible. really need someone to revise with. asleah needa teach me the sec 4 and 3 stuff, and then i'll need khai with the lower sec stuff.

hm, aside from tht, i guess my sciences are pretty ok? although my physics prelims results really shocked me. chemistry is also alright. except if the question gets too cheem.

ppl have been saying tht n level difficulty level alternates every year. they said last year's was easy, so most probs this year's gonna be very difficult. i'm damn scared.

but s'ok. i know i can do it. so i will. i will go to sec 5, i wanna take O levels. and then i wanna go to poly aft tht. bloody hell. i want this so much.