i hope you're happy.

i'm not. but i guess it wont matter shit to you. as long as ur freaking money wasnt wasted cos of me, my happiness doesnt matter shit. even if i dont smile, it doesnt matter bcos at least the bloody ticket was used. am i really the princess u claimed me to be in front of my sch mates?

u said i should listen to you cos u are my daughter. but i think i should listen to me cos im myself. ive got more rights to make the decision for myself. you're lucky tht nothing flew to ur face aft all. the sch is giving me a reward for my studies. but you're bringing me out of the country against my own will. i'm afraid of overseas places. but you dont know abt tht. why?

since young, u nvr really noticed my fears at all do you? u kept buying me dolls cos u never noticed how afraid i was of them. u dont know what i like, what i dislike. u keep buying me things tht i dont really favour. u buy me lots of chocolates, when i detest majority of the chocs out there.

the fact tht i didnt say anything means im ok with it. cos i appreciate the thoughts.
well guess what? this time it aint ok.

for the very first time i am voicing out my objection. i guess u aint used to it, which is why you cant take it. ok then, fine then. i tried. i suppose from now on, ive gotta keep lying abt my opinions just To prevent u from wanting to slap my face.

ok. i get it.