Being Khairul Irfan 's

aw, my evening was awesome ♥

alrightyy , slacked with khai at cc before gg for my maths tuition . both went extremely well. i love my khai so much ! but im sure he has his own problems despite tht flawless smile of his . problems tht he hides .

oh yeah , and as promised im supposed to talk abt the experience of being his gf . alrighty , here we go .

first things first , ppl are looking at us weird just Cos im older than him . isit such a WTF thing ? pfft , i dont get it. is love measured by age? really? i prefer younger guys anyways.

another thing is basically our personalities . to ppl who dk me , i am deemed as "emo" , cos my hair covers half my face and im always like looking down . and then khai is the happy-go-lucky one whom everyones knows and likes.

so he's always saying hi to ppl and vice versa when we're like at the sch bus stop waiting for the bus , or on the bus , or just Slacking around random places . it's like wherever we go, he's bound to know somebody. somebodies .

maybe it's our cca lah , cos i quit fencing in like 2009 and he's been faithful in his npcc , so he knows lots of ppl . whatever it is , im quite envious . envious tht he knows and is liked by so many ppl . compared to me .

he's like always talking to his friends while i stand aside and stare or do my own stuff . and when i'm in the mood to say hi to his friends or wave or what , they never look at me. it's like im almost invisible. so i dont bother anymore , which makes me quickly labelled as sombong .

and most of his good friends doesnt seem to like me very much . eg dan danial dan . he always looks at me and we lock eyes , but he never smiles or waves or whatever . idk ah. gosh .

yes , this is how i feel . but idk what to do. what do i do?
right. eat.

there's three papers tmrw !
maths paper 2 , geography, art. three painstaking subjects . but it's alright , cos i am hardworking.

had physics and english paper 2 today . both were smooth , but i aint entirely confident. k, this is just One very quick update. gg to meet with khai before gg for maths at 530 . see, im seriously trying very very hard. i wanna go to O levels .

alrightyy , once i get back , imma be talking abt my experience being khai's gf .

My good deed !

went out in the evening earlier, and i was like late in meeting my khai . and i still had to go get food before gg to sch's bus stop. at my house bus stop , while waiting for the 358 , i took a seat next to a blind man .

he must have sensed my presence cos he turned and look at my face . and then he said, "excuse me , would u let me know if bus 359 comes?" i was like , "oh sure !" and then i stayed there til the 359 came so tht i was able to play out the promise .

i didnt realize the good i did until i was like on my own 358. cos while waiting for the 359 , two 358s passed but i didnt seem to bother ,cos i was so intent on making sure tht the blind man got the right bus .

hehe , i feel so proud of myself sia.

Orange and Water .

oh, last night's dream .

i remember many classroom scenes . there was one in MT , but jaslyn was there for some reason. cikgu fatimah was like asking us to fill in the blanks , then we were all guessing and laughing at stupid answers .

farhan was in front of the classroom staring up at the screen when syafiq came over to my area (where jaslyn was at) and yelled at her , "eh why nail polish !? i was trying to record and u shifted my camera to ur nail polish !?" and then he took his cammie and walked away mumbling "douchebag."

and then there was another part where i heard farhan shouting , "chey, eindah stead dengan (stalker's name) sey !" and for tht moment , my dream self forgot who i stead with sia. i could hear my dream self wondering to herself. in the end then she was like , "oh i know alr! khairul irfan!" omg seram giler babz per.

k , and then another part was , i was staring at my hands . they were full of blood , and i rmb repeating to myself (my dream self lah) , "i dont wanna know whose blood is this , i dont wanna know whose blood is this" .

but the scariest has got to be this :

it was a sort of class excursion i think . i'm still hazy abt this part but we went into a tunnel of some sort when the whole place got flooded and most of my classmates were no longer in the dream. only me , siying , manfred , timothy .

we climbed out of tht tunnel and out onto the rocks . everything was just Water. water, and orange. the flats had all turned into cliffs , and they were as orange as can be . it was beautiful , truly beautiful. there were a few holes etched onto the cliff tht was like on the diagonal right of us , and the holes resembled a clock .

everything was in different shades of orange . truly spectacular. idk how to describe it other than orange and water .

the 4 of us laid there watching the orange , and talking . i rmb where the dream at this point was located. it's at the lane from the 358/17 bus stop towards the 3 bus stop near my sch. so yeah .

we were all like talking abt our classmates and saying how we miss them . i rmb how cozy we were , like knowing we only had each other left. sad aint it.

suddenly there was a strong gust of wind and the water went crazy with waves and it was like a storm lah. the 4 of us immediately stood up . manfred and timothy proceeded to gg back into the tunnel , and they were yelling "shit ! shit ! we're gonna die!" , but siying yelled at them , "no, shut up! i know tht we'll make it out!"

and then i woke up .
what's scary was tht , the first thing i noticed when i woke up was tht , my room was very very windy . my curtains were like totally open cos of the wind , if u know what i mean. what else? straightway ran to my parents' room sia .

scary shit sia . this was what greeted the corner near my window .

Prep Malay and Maths P1

sup lans! (k tht's what imma call my readers from now on)

had malay P1 and maths P1 today. it's just My prep exams btw . aint prelims or the real thing yet .

a conversation i had with my dad last night :
me: i'm having exams tmrw.
dad: what exam !? n level ah !?
me: no lah , havent yet. this is just Prep.
dad: prep?
me: yeah, prep.
dad: why does it sound likea type of dance like tht , prep, prep, prep.
-.-

and earlier on met with khai awhile during recess cos needed him to teach me a little bit of sec 2 maths . told asleah i wouldnt be with them much during recess , then she was like, "uh yeah lah , dah in a relationship mah , jadi kawan tu letakkan ke tepi siket ... " ):

alrightyy , khai taught me factorisation thingy cos i really suck at it /dont understand it despite all the years .

surprisingly maths was really easy btw ! went thru it with a breeze . the setter was ms huang huiling , think she definitely had a motive for setting the paper so easy . wanna bet? she's gonna lecture us on the next lesson tht she sees us .

aft sch slacked at fnn room with asleah , nicholas and rayner . blah3 , went canteen and got ice cream. had to get green tea cos i didnt want vanilla. and to be honest , green tea aint to my liking either . i like its smell though , smells like leaves . which are not very pleasant to be eaten .

i ate alot today ! cos i brought money. hehe. and turned out tht there aint any extra lessons today so i didnt get to go home with my khai . meeting him later , though he doesnt seem very happy abt tht for some reason.

tmrw's physics and , uh, english p2. if i aint wrong .
let's dance prep to dubstep !



oh and khai's ex was like walking right in fronta me earlier. she was smiling :D didnt get to smile at her though /:

sup peeps! went nex with my mom and nazriq today to watch Transformers 3 . got jakonist with the theater , they've got a lounge! got popcorn (salted pls) and root beer for myself , which finished like halfway thru the movie .

omg , transformers is like damn bloody awesome shit lah. optimus prime is like so hot , and bumblebee is adorable, hehe! and... i prefer megan fox , i dont like the new chick .




k , i've got lots of stuff to say , but i wouldnt wanna drag this short update .
tmrw's my EL P1 and SS ! i can do it for sure , i shall get promoted with the rest of 4/2!

maya was in last night's dream . hm, idk the position of all the stuff tht happened though , so this might be a little messy .

if i aint wrong i was the one who went maya's house. and then her mommy (who is also my aunt) told her to send me back home, so she did. i dont rmb seeing her smile , or hearing her laugh. in fact i think we just Walked on in silence .

when i was alr at my house , i thanked her and off she went . but then i realized tht her phone was with me or smth , so i chased her ah. she had alr walked out of the gate tht kept my house and many other houses in , and as she was locking it i yelled at her to wait for me .

she looked at me and we had eye contact , but as i ran towards tht gate she had alr begun to walk again . her speed was slow , she was in a stroll. but unlocking the gate was very tedious , i was struggling with it , and again when i was trying to lock it .

i left the gate unlocked as i ran towards her , and i finally caught up with her when she was standing in front of a food stall . her face was emotionless as she looked at me when taking her phone .

this whole scene scares me alr. it scares me alot .

there was another part abt me walking to sch with the usual girls . i think yeah, it was pearl, priscilla and shushan. and then i was like staring at this void deck and remembering smth. i do rmb what i remembered in the dream , but it's not really tht important .

and anyways the thing tht i remembered didnt occur there .

when i woke up , i was thinking abt what i remembered and i almost forgot everything abt it! which would be a miracle , but then i was like , oh shit, i do rmb everything alr.

yeah, tht part only i will understand.

yesterday was hell but today i'll be fine.

i dreamt of khai . if i aint wrong i was trying to sneak into his camp place, smth like tht . i either got caught or i fell down somewhere , and i was sent to the sick bay at his campsite . i was lying down on the bed when i saw tht khai was in the sick bay as well , cos he was sick.

he lied down on the bed next to mine and i rmb staring at him as the woman who brought me there was like standing in fronta me lecturing me . when she was gone i said smth to khai and we talked , but i cant rmb our words.

and then i woke up , and it was like 4.
mm hmm , mm hmm. i wonder how khai is doing . he hasnt replied me since like 2pm ytd . i think his phone batt died.

in any case, i've editted and uploaded a short viary for 6th july. not gonna edit ytd's so soon , cos my prep exams are flooding my entire week from the 11th to 15th. having english paper 1 and my social studies paper , so.. wish me all the best !

Useless

i feel really useless right now .

i wish i'm more like a girl so tht i can help out for my mom or something . she's always busy with the housework when she's home , and she never asks me to help out . she only expects me to do well in my studies . so it makes me feel tht i'm useful only in sch .

another thing , khai's ex .
idk , i see her all the time. i recognize her, yeah. she's decent-looking and pretty , but she looks so sad like most of the time. i dont know her tht well , so i cant say much . but ive been in a similar situation as her , so i kind of know her feelings. not understand , but know.

so i'm guessing tht she dislikes me right now . it's what i predict , but it aint something i hope for . if she does, then tht's a boundary from me wanting to talk to her. yeah tht's right , i wish i could talk to her but i'm afraid of being shut out .

and i forgot to pass siying her SS notes too sia. but our exam 's on monday alr , so this is the least i can do for her . and for anyone else who is also weak in Healthcare .






if it's slanted, dont worry cos none of the words were cut off . i alr checked.
alrightyy , i feel so useless right now.

today was not really one of my favourite days .

in the morn , walked to khai's place cos we were gonna take the same bus to sch tgt. when walking there i saw a cat , and i wanted to pet it when it just Stared up at me before running off . blah3, let's just Fast forwarde an inch .

managed to hold hands with my khai on the bus ♥ slacked at canteen for awhile with him too , he makes me so happy, hehe. went to his classroom later on , then he insisted on sending me back to mine, which i didnt want to cos i wanted to walk around.

alrighty, let's get straight to the point(s).

-khai left for camp. so he's gonna be way away right smack-dab on our first month of our relationship. and i went home alone today . what irritated me was tht my friends kept asking me why nvr wait for khai and all tht , then jaslyn even asked me if it's cos we broke up alr.

-my art is screwed. i kept smudging the ink and i'm a mess right now. but tht aint a problem, the prob is tht my canvas is ruined in many areas .

-stepped on some dried ice cream in sch earlier , and right now my shoe sole is sticky . i kinda dislike walking with sticky soles , yeah?

-my toe was bleeding and i didnt know until i noticed a horrible trail of blood around my house, and especially my room . tried to wipe it off but they are apparently stubborn stains , and the floor has bits of red here and there right now .

mm hmm, mm hmm .
i think khai's my lucky charm of some sort . once he was gone , so many things went the opposite of what i expected . like ugh . like ugh you, you lan !

it's ok , at least there was today .
and there's still gonna be tmrw.

the past 3 sch days have been peanuts. just Posting to let you guys tht i'm still alive .
gonna do some maths on my own now ... had first session of maths tuition ytd . u can see tht no matter how much i hate maths , i'm still trying very hard .

oh, and another update : had my N level english oral today . went off quite well , had alot to say and when i ran out of words i just Gave a stupid face tht the examiners couldnt help smiling at .

i almost died trying not to breathe in your scent ; the scent so familiar yet so strange.

sup peeps . today was awesome! it started off boring but it ended off with a bang .

woke up to see many texts , three from khai and one from maya . replied before gg back to sleep and then waking up again at around 8 plus i think . blah3, jumped on my mom's bed to wake her up cos she had to bring me to my check up appointment at KK .

i havent even put on my pants then khai called me alr, lol. but i still had lots of fun talking to him, i just Love him so much.
and yeah , wore my new shoes out for the first time today !



i was like trying them on and taking photos of myself when nazriq walked in and was like, "ah, dah, dah berangan." hah!




hm, check up was usual, took my xray before gg to buy some tuna mayo waffles at the hospital and gg to eat nasi beryani near masjid sultan , hehe! went with my mommy by the way.aft tht we were walking out when we passed this little shop tht sold some souvenirs kinda stuff.

spent lots of time there , my mom walking abt and talking to the owner lady , while i was standing at the corner staring at these notebooks... gosh, i really wanted one.

eons later went to nex pulak ! hehe! like, finally! so yeah , mm hmm it pretty sure was crowded. saw a shop tht was selling angry bird stuff , immediately went jakonist over the soft toys! my mom asked me if i wanted one and i must have looked like an idiot nodding my head off .



and bought a mug too ! hehehehehe . ate swenson's aft tht , ate ice-cream. i got this mudpie thingy tht was so chocolatey like eughhhh . some time later mom took the chance to drag me to hair salon to get a fringe trim. had to obey , for the sake of tht angry bird...

and yeah, tht's it. i love my mom !

Waiting

i've yet to start on the grad night vid tht ms junainah assigned me some months back .

i'm waiting for my phone batt to die so i can charge it. and also waiting for my khai to finish his tuition. waiting , waiting , waiting . i never really liked waiting. we all dont . but we dont have a choice, and sometimes the time wasted is just Worth it when u get what u want.

currently i'm waiting to get my N levels over and done with. i'm waiting to go poly so i can do some media course thingy. i'm waiting to grow old enough to get a permanent job. yeah in short , i'm waiting for my future.

i've also been waiting for my brother to treat me like his little sister again.



and i'm waiting for more classroom memories to get tht video done.

last night's dream was abt this slope and an airplane. this slope was kind of like a tourist attraction (yeah i was in another country again) and ppl were gg there in the middle of their flight, cos their aeroplane was passing by , smth like tht.

first thing in the morn , my khai called, hehe. good way to start the day indeed ! i'm so glad he's mine ♥

went back to sleep awhile aft , waking up at 10 cos my phone was unfortunately right next to my head. so texted my khai , and then i went out to talk to my small bro awhile. told him tht i want sit between him and my older bro when watching transformers 3 later , hehe.

but guess what .

not even 20 minutes aft tht, nazriq told me tht naqib aint gonna watch with us aft all . cos he's watching tmrw. with his muddafarking girlfriend .

you have no idea how upset i was ! and i still am.

hi , today was another day filled with double happiness ! hehe. at 5 plus went to meet my khai , cos he wanted to pass me white chocolate . made my way there at my normal speed , blah3 then he surprised me with his arms around my waist , or at least thts what i thought lah.

i actually jumped sia . ok, then we talk talk talk , play with his DSLR , and then went to bus stop to wait for the bus tht brings us to interchange. at one moment he took my hand suddenly and we look at clouds, hehe.

went to bedok with my dad to buy my shoes! so happy, i saw tht pair when i was still just Good friends with my khai , which u can see was such a long time ago. hehe. imma size 8!

alrighty , parted with my dad at bedok interchange cos he wanted to go my grandma's house. i didnt want to cos later my grandparents will confirm gimme money , which i always try not to accept but they insist . so yeah , took the train on my own .

took the 358 , but the bus driver spaced out and went to the right instead of the left. so he had to go for one round before i was able to go to my khai's place , where he was waiting with a sad face. he walked me home holding hands , and i purposely walked the long cut , hehe.

he kissed me somewhere on the right of my right eye , considerably the middle of my forehead and cheek . he blamed me for putting my head down!

so yeah , time well-spent once again . with my khai ♥
i love him so much. cant stop thinking abt him alr !

it's friday !

yes it is !

wanted to go sch tgt with khai but i had to reach at 745 , cos of some class thingy tht we had to get done. it's this game thingy where u have to answer questions abt singapore and build some sorta city . everyone was doing fine until timothy said tht we have to restart the level if we get 9 questions wrong.

then we all scared alr ah , scared to get any wrong questions . by the time it was 855 , most of us were alr done but some ppl still had to keep restarting. of cos we helped them, and there were 3 groups altogether, yelling answers and all tht.

i was with shih ying 's so-called group, and then when we saw tht she was completed , the ppl tht were gathering around her went on and cheered. and then the other groups were done too , and basically the whole class was cheering in the comp lab lah.

we all planned to go canteen to eat , cos we all didnt. farhan told us to give the NE quiz as an excuse , but in the end we didnt sia. instead we all went to parade sq where i enjoyed watching the NCC ppl march, hehe. i just Love to watch tht!

first period was english , where i had to stand again . cos i didnt do my work . blah3, idk why i was so sleepy today ! fell asleep in maths , and then was lunch . i kinda dislike lunch on fridays .

uh huh, and then we had self study where i did my ss work . i love self study lah . the sch's aim works. like seriously . on me lah. uh huh. had pe aft tht, where i played badminton with timothy against asleah and shushan , and then some time later against siying .

once the bell rang , gathered , and then blah3 eons later we were dismissed , so i went up to third floor to meet my khai , hehe. a little rendezvous , but we slacked there for the very first time actually . k next .

went to art eating my cookies , and then i started drawing my lines . so very the sressing, but its alright , im glad the sch did this thingy to make us stay back to get our work done . at one point in time i went out of class , and saw khai doing his npcc stuff . stood there watching before hearing ms chua calling me , so went back in and continued my work .

there were so many photographic moments today sia! but i didnt bring my cammie. how unfortunate.

waited at canteen with jaslyn and siying , laughing like shit , and then khai was dismissed . siying has been pestering me for her kinder bueno , so all 4 of us had to go 7-11 and take bus from the haising stop .

so yeah , spent my time with khai on the bus ride home again . to be honest i liked having our legs tangled. alighted with him to send him to his lift , and as always he kissed my forehead before we parted. what an awesome way to end the sch week , and to start the month !

today is a thurday
in the month after may .
i'm falling asleep in physics
wake me up with a kiss!

haha, a crap poem tht i wrote spontaneously to asleah during physics .

today was st john's day ! i just Love watching the UGs march. and farizah was so fierce during pledge taking . to be honest , i think st john's like the best UG . like, their lines are straight and their discipline and all tht stuff are better compared to ncc , npcc all tht. in my opinion lah.

had temperature taking aft tht , and we were all standing with the thing in our mouths , when i laid my eyes on daniel ah. he was looking over his shoulder suspiciously , and then he removed the themometer from his mouth and looked out the window with a relax face .

but a few secs later ms junainah was like , "daniel !" , then he terperanjat , he seriously jumped sia! i saw everything , and i couldnt help laughing my head off , which was difficult with my thermometer in my mouth .

had one period of chemy before gg for art all the way til recess . i fell asleep for awhile , and saw this image of a lane where someone was on fire . recess , some annoying sec two guys were pushing around and one of them bumped into siying . got so mad , but i held it in .

two periods of physics came aft , where i fell asleep when mr lim was scolding the latecomers. felt like hours but actually only a few minutes passed . you know what they say ; "in your bed at 545 , u close your eyes for 5 mins , you open them again and it's 7pm. at sch at 1230 , u close ur eyes for 5 mins , u open them again and it's 1230."

aft tht was boring old maths , so i went to toilet with asleah for awhile. when returning back to class she told me to walk one round of the second floor, but i told her tht i would rather walk one round third floor .

she was like , "aw too bad. .........eh, tu!" so i looked in front , and there was my khai walking past 2/2 . hehe. what a coincidence! so i gave him a smile then blah3 went for maths before gg for lunch when the bell finally rang eons later .

had MT aft tht , so i passed by 3/3 where i saw khai standing my the door . MT was fun , there were no teachers so we gathered and told scary stories , as always. (kinda an MT relief class tradition!)

at one point we were all like concentrating on johan's story , when amalina (who was sitting by the window) told us tht she saw syafie. we all panicked shit sia , and straightway grab the assignments tht we were supposed to do , sat at a table and pretended to look at the piece of paper. funny sey!

aft awhile we gathered back tgt , and continued with the story . johan's story was the scariest ! haha . was abt a malay girl with green eyes .

when walking back to class , was passing by 3/3 when i saw khai's friends in the classroom along with him , then i saw him dancing.

during english , which came aft , mr syafie talked to us abt this indian teacher whom many boys couldnt take their eyes off when she was their examiner for oral , cos her eyes are green. teros, all the malay ppl stare stare at each other with wide eyes! haha .

aft sch went home with my khai , on the way to the bus stop , his classmates were at the other side of the road and they were like , "bye eindah!" then i stare at them, then they were like, "last long !" so sweet ! amirah bakar ah her name?

as always khai made me laugh alot lah. he's so awesome lah, i love him so much. so he sent me all the way to my lift for the very first time, kissed my forehead, and then i smiled to myself at the corner of the lift.

last night's dream was disgusting .
in more ways than one .

woke up at 12 plus, cos some ppl were screaming , though i cant rmb whether it was in my dream or in reality . couldnt go back to sleep aft tht , called khai though obviously he was alr asleep.. so today morn , ...i dont rmb much. but there's this thingy for 4/2 to dominate a whole page in the yearbook . smth like tht.

had 4 periods of art where i just Continued my line drawing with the sun in my face.

didnt really eat at recess , but had fun joining sabrina and shushan's conversation , talking like as if i understood what they were talking abt , and also disturbing siying who was on her i-something . (i aint so familiar with Apple)

maths followed soon aft , then two periods of english where i had to stand along with many others cos we didnt do our work . ate during lunch , and then it was two periods of ss , where i was scolded again for not completing tht assignment . had chemy for the last period and then we were dismissed.

for some reason today was kinda quiet . not much funny stuff tht i can rmb sia.

went to canteen , sat with hafiz , timothy and zharfan cos they hadnt completed their ss as well , and apparently all of them didnt have the question paper . zharfan completed his first , which left the 3 of us to struggle , asking 4/3 peeps for help and all tht , but i did mine myself *smiles*

eons later i was done , said bye to everyone at the table (including nuraini, edmund and michelle, they were there too) , and then walked out of the canteen with my khai, cos gg home tgt. hehe. have i told you tht i received my N level entry pass ytd ? it just Goes to show how near my national exams are!

and the whole day , i was just Thinking of the dream i had .
so yeah, i do rmb it right now. so very clearly detailed.

i hate it when dreams remind u of smth tht was so difficult for u to forget. and it felt so real tht i think my dream-self travelled back in time last night.

second day of the second semester

sup peeps .

uhm , as u can see from the title it was the second day of sch today . but i aint gonna title my posts all the way to tenth day of the semester and so on and so forth lah , if u get what i mean.
without further ado let us run thru today .

khai was the commander today , i was reading peacefully when asleah came , i was like, shit she confirm will make me laugh like shit abt khai sia . and i was right , at first she didnt notice but when she did she was like, "eh !" just As he was abt to give the command .

so yeah, she like lip-sync his command dengan muke muke sekali ... what else , i laugh ah! then thru out national anthem i couldnt stop laughing to myself sey !

when we were all seated and listening to mrs woo's speech , laughed alot again . and then my eyes started wondering around and i saw tht my khai sat in the same line as me. like, literally! cos there's a long white line painted across the parade square and we're both seated on it. (i just Asked him)

hm , then seconds later asleah was like , "eh kau boleh nampak khai kau dari sini !" i showed her a face and was like, "dari tadi sey aku tengan tenung dier! xD" so yeah .

first period chemy , and we went to the comp lab . did a bit of facebook, some spams with timothy , edmund, syafiq and occasionally siying , but i did lots of chemistry just To let you know!

when gg back to class , had a chance to pass 3/3 so tht's what i did , but my khai was doing his work. so proud of him ! saw dan danial dan staring at me tersengih-sengih though . aft tht was mother tongue , so i had the chance to walk past 3/3 again . (x

most of the ppl from the sch was like loitering outside their classrooms when the bell went , but sadly khai wasnt one of them . so i went ahead to 3/7 where i saw someone staring at me from the corner of my eye .

was nurul hazirah , so i was like, oh ur sana tix! then blah3, filled the thingy before gg back to her class when they were preparing to greet their teacha ms karin wong (who was my home tutor in sec 2) , so naturally she was like "now is not the time to do ur sana -.-" so yeah .

recess didnt really ate , just Listened to some dubstep before gg for maths when the bell signaled the end of recess . i sat right at the front again today right next to ms huang , cos i wouldnt mind paying more attention to maths . see, i can be a good girl when i wanna .

had health check up during ss , which was good cos i owed ms poh the assignments. but , when we were all sitting outside the library she came up to me suddenly and held her palm out to me. i stared back at her , and wanxuan must have thought tht i was using my phone , cos she was like, "cher give chance lah cher!"

so yeah , ms poh told me to give it by today , so i nodded , and then blah3 i got scolded by the nurse for squinting my eyes when reading them letters with my right eye .

i didnt have to do the spine check cos i was doing the follow up sessions on my own alr i think , so i went ahead to class , looking at the clock cos everyone was at geog/hist. classroom was dark with only the sun shining thru the curtains , so eventually i got bored and walked out .

saw shushan and siying at the library , but when i got there i saw tht they were at the second floor of the building , so to chase them , i had to run all the way , and i think khai must have seen me cos during lunch i saw tht he texted me cos he saw me like marah.

hm, then what else ah?

during the geog remedial aft sch , went around the sch to do some hunt thing , with asleah and siying in my group. we were the first to find it , but ms poh told us not to slack there cos later the other groups would know where the thing was , so we immediately went to where the others were and pretended to look lost as well.

saw khai at npcc , and then blah3 , had my art til 630 , and then i slacked at bus stop with him , talking abt random stuff tht came into our heads . i like the way he saw afnan, fadhli , and was like "......shit." k, im smiling in remembrance . funny sey!

on the bus , at one point i was abt to rest my head on his shoulder , but idk why i didnt. so yeah ... aw i'm so glad tht he's mine, really. hehe ^^