a super long continuous dream .

this song, the singing one is Maika Maile from TFT (; and the background is also from his song. he does dubstep.

it was my birthday last night.

i was in a classroom tht was like joined with another classroom, and 4/2 was in my half while 4/1 in the other. and then halfway thru, some express dude came in and the teacha announced tht he was gonna make some announcement abt ocip.

aft all tht was done, he took a seat somewhere in the middle of the two classes, and then all the ppl started gathering around him and asking him all sorts of questions. i heard tht he just came back from making announcements at greenview and coral sec.

us 4/2 were all doing our own work, when suddenly the girls from 4/1 started screaming. apparently irfan said had picked up a roachie by its feelers and was like swinging it around the classroom. and it was still alive ....

we 4/2s were all staring when the bell rang, so all of us got up immediately cos i think tht was the last period for the day. i was standing around talking to the girls from my class, when irshad came along and told me smth which i forgot.

i said "sure!" and followed him out aft saying bye to the girls i was conversing with. but outside, i bumped into sabrina, shushan and siying, so i stopped to chat awhile. irshad said he'd go on ahead, so i said ok and said bye to him.

when he was gone, the three girls and i were like staring at one another, and i rmb sabrina saying "now what?" i had a lot of nuggets in my pocket you know, i rmb i kept taking one and popping it into my mouth. there was like unlimited supply in there.

blah3, i walked to canteen with siying. saw irshad sitting by the bookshop, and then he said his twin wanna eat first. so i was like, ok and then i said bye to siying and sat next to irshad.

apparently, the twins wanted to celebrate my bday with me :3 and i recall tht it was my 16th. i rmb thinking to myself, "time is so fast, i could have sworn tht my 15th bday was just ytd." , smth like tht.

it started raining. irshad told me to go home first and change, smth like tht, so i said ok and went on ahead. k this part i dont rmb alr, but i rmb another part tht i was walking back to sch.

ppl from our sch were like playing their ccas by the roadside. i was walking the t junction where the sbs buses would go into the interchange, when i walked in the middle of softball ppl. the ball hit me, and they told me to toss it back to them, but somehow i couldnt get a grip on the ball at all.

and then irshad texted me, saying tht there were ppl from our sch who were not happy with what ive been writing in my diary. was it diary or blog, idr. he said three girls, and he gave me names, but i only rmb aleena soenarto and syaza nazeirah.

when i got to sch, i was so cold tht i put on irshad's hoodie (yes i was wearing it) the same way i cuddled under sha's jacket the other time when i was freezing at work. i was wearing skinnies in the dream , i rmb. but i still walked into sch.

i was walking the lane from the mirrors at the canteen to the toilet , when i saw syafie scolding some kids. tried to sneak past, but in the end i heard him call out, "eindah! clip up your hair ! your hair is tied up so wrongly!"

i didnt look back and just dashed to the girls toilet, still wrapped up in shad's hoodie. when i got to the toilet, i looked at the mirror. my hair wasnt even tied up.

sneaked out of the toilet some time later (o and the toilet cubicle doors were so low - they always are in my dreams...) checking for syafie. didnt see him, so dashed to where irshad and his twin were sitting at earlier.

some npcc dudes were seated at the canteen. i saw khairul irfan staring at me. like, his glance obviously followed me as i was running past. i stopped by tht particular pillar by the lane, and glared back at him. and then there was a staring competition.

secs later i just shook my head and ran to where i was running to earlier. i dont rmb this part alr...

but guess what, when i got home, which was at night, my father said he's heard of the stories abt the girls who were not happy with what ive been writing. he lectured me in my bedroom, and then he said i dont deserve to have a lappy.

i didnt have a whit of emotion when he took my lappy. not until he took my diary. i started screaming. i still can hear those screams, they were LOUD. i couldnt stop screaming, but my father just walked out with both my lappy and my diary.

i screamed "gimme back my diary! gimme back!" and i was crying my eyeballs out, and bawling like a baby. my father slammed the door and i heard a lock of some sort. i started banging on the door screaming and yelling for my precious diary.

and then i woke up.

a very very good morning to all of ya! how was your sleep? mine must have been good, cause if i had a super long continuous dream, most probz i didnt terbangon at all. i know my dreams, i know what i am saying.

i didnt know there are alr ppl living in the condo opposite my house. tht sucks. i dont like the way they look . (altho i only saw them from the ninth floor...) i dislike ppl who live in condo you know. you know tht ?

it is a beautiful morning and my older bro ordered mac's breakkie for his little siblings :3
but there seemed to be smth on irshad's mind.. i know he still busy man , but i still appreciate the fact tht we did manage to text a little this morn.

currently uploading the shit for 30th nov. not much footage but still wanna upload for them memories. cos timothy is a subber, he might wanna watch the vid for his chalet, heheheheh. i've few subbers, so i appreciate them all with all my heart.

ok, ive blogged abt my dream alr this morn. this is alr a long post. imma go read a book now ok? while waiting for the vid to upload. cant open twitta too much, or it'll affect the uploading. (yes it does, i observed)

ok, i shall blog again later in the night.
and yeah ,.... the dream is on my mind all morning.