a bored girl with a busy man boyfriend

heidiho!

went to ws with naz today. hehehehe. but we ate at home, so we didnt go anywhere to eat. slacked at the library reading, i was randomly browsing thru books and i ended up borrowing a teen romance again =_=

then we took the bus back to elias mall and i got myself some paos while bro went to stationery shop forawhile, and when we got back home, the incredibles was playing ^_^ i've always liked tht movie, heheheheh.

bro said i look like violet -____- i suddenly rmb in the past, a lot of ppl said so too . and on my second day at work, some of the EK kids also said so. and then just now when checking my fb, even my DM says so ! -___________-

and my DM even posted this pic on my wall .



the hair, the hair. they keep saying it's the hair =___=

well yeah, i admit the fact tht my hair covers half my face all the time. but i did cut it shorter ok! the last time i cut my fringe was on grad nite day , which was quite recent ok =___= and i cut bangs before. and i clip up during assemblies sometimes!

ah. i have been having contact with long-haired brunettes these days. first there was sunako nakahara, the girl in my dreams, and violet parr. mmhmm.

ok, what topics do we have today? oh yeah, DM jasleena says tht jennifer OM says tht anyone caught not smiling on the job will have to wear santa claus uniform. and im like, O: (you all know how jennifer always picks on me abt my lack of smile!!!)

o well. i can do it man. i can smile. see?



irshad has been busy man today. cos he got brownies to bake. now he's alr done, yay! but he needs his rest, so imma not be texting him much tonight uh. tho i miss him, i know i have to get used to not seeing him everyday.

i've lived without him for the first 13 years of my life. aft falling in love with him, even saying goodbye hurts a lot. cause each time i watch him walk away from me, all i can think of is when is the next time imma see you..?

each time he left my life, i survived the time without him. but each time he returned, i miss him aft each time he is gone for only a few mins. get what i mean? tho idk why we are discussing this :3

read siying's response post. actually wanted to cry, heheheheh! thank you Si Ying xD

i dont seem to have anything relevant to talk abt today. hmmm . oh yes, jasleena organized bbq for us EK kids on the 17th. potluck she says. everyone hafta bring a food, and i didnt know what to bring when irshad gave me the idea: his awesome brownies!

idk why i didnt think of it when he asked me if i wanted to buy anything. i only thought of it late evening.

these days irshad busy man sey. sigh. and ive no work til idk, cos i needa go over and see what available slots there are. i would wanna work on 8th to 10th uh.

hmmmhhnhhhmmmhnhmhnhmmnmhmhnmhmhnmhnh maybe we should go read a book now. goodnight to all of ya. i miss irshad, hopefully we'd be able to text tmrw morn, in bed. i miss tht, heheheheheh. no, sigh.



really awkward smile O_O