In every dystopian series I've read, there is always the government, the people who are forcibly put through its bullshit, and that one person trying to rebel.
I see him as the government, always putting himself in control and demanding all sorts of favours from the people.
I see them as the civilians, allowing themselves to be told what to do and doing whatever to please him, even if it tires them out.
I wish I could be the rebel who doesn't put up with the shithead government and save the people from it. But everytime I stand up against him, they tell me to stop and just please him, so he wouldn't kill us all.
The only thing he has a heart for is his own family. And by family, I don't mean the people who's raised him since he was born; no, he couldn't care less for his parents, even though they loved him so much all his life, even through all the disappointment and pain he's caused.
Only the rebel is able to see the corruption that the government is. Even from the distance shared for years, it's very obvious how he doesn't give a shit about his parents and siblings; he cares only for his wife and daughter, and the way other people would see him.
He puts up an act in front of other countries, so he'd be seen from the outside as a good guy. When in actual fact, he doesn't take care of his own people at all. He insists on giving his father-in-law money every month, when his own father who needs it more has never received a single cent from him even til now.
He announces to the world he loves his parents but on the inside, he's never done anything to help them. If anything, he sits on their shoulders while they cook for him and clean after him and provide for him, even though he should already be doing everything on his own. A man who doesn't know how to take care of himself and who depends heavily on his people cannot try to rule another country.
Anyone can see that he is only here because he needs the support of his parents. He doesn't love them at all, but he needs their money and help because he does not know how to raise a young one on his own at all. If he was just a bit more independent, they would never hear from him again.
Everytime I stand up against him, they tell me to stop. Everytime I try to make them stop doing everything for him, they say it's okay, and continue giving all their energy and help and money to him. Even with his own 2-months-old baby, he is still a heavily dependent kid stuck in the body of a 24-year-old.
He's spent a lot of money on his wife and daughter, always so initiative with them and wanting what's best for them. He never does anything for his own parents and siblings, even when my dad asks him to pay for some of the groceries or bills. He wants a PS4 and he tells his 14-year-old brother who is still schooling to pay for it.
When I look at him I can only wonder, why do good things happen to bad people? He doesn't appreciate anyone at all and yet here are all these people who're so nice to him. I wish mom would stop handing him food on a silver platter, I wish dad would stop giving him money like it grew on trees. I wish they'd stop pulling me back everytime I try to go against him.
They're scared of his anger, and I wish they weren't. They tell me he's been improving, that he's been nice to me, but one look at him and I already know how much he wishes I hadn't come back. He knows I know, he's aware of how I'm the only one in the sea of people who refuses to take his bullshit, and for that, he is waiting for the day he can make me pay.
God I hate him and I want to take him down and save all these people.
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