the Morton's Fork.

it sucks to be waking up only to have the sun setting back down again. haven't been basking in the sun when it's at its highest for awhile now.

two things from my dream that stands out the most;

1. Asleah had came up to me and said, "join kita balik ah. semua orang nak kau datang balik sey."

2. i was with a boy, happily chatting with him til he suddenly changed to the douchebag. i repeated to myself, "no you're not him, you're not him," but he still didnt change back to whoever he originally had been.

a million meanings running through my head regarding these two segments, but... nah. won't be bogged down by those thoughts.

that aside i'd just gotten out of the showers and the sun is in my face. setting, but in my face. i don't have anything smart to say, well not yet anyway.

spent the wee hours of the morning texting Nicholas Jude, and he was really stumped by my latest act of utter stupidity. *sigh*

have you heard of the Morton's Fork? it's a pretty interesting thing, whereby its concept is just simply being in a situation with your only choices being equally suck-ish.

it's like being in a room, with only two doors. the one on the left leads you to flames that would hungrily devour you whole without a second thought, while the one on the right leads you to ice cold water that will just drown you if not freeze you to death.

it's like deciding between moving on or continuing to hold on. fall all the way down to the depths below the waterfall, or stay and continue holding on to that branch, til your arms feel like they're gonna fall off?

image courtesy of factfixx.com

i shall blog again later, hohum.*yawns* maybe i should just sleep the whole weekend away. renew some books that are due tomorrow, and then imma spend the next two days in the parallel world of 109.

maybe.