a new identity.

this is a rebellion against myself. remember Eindah Wrister? she was created when tht boy left me for the 2nd time, in 2010. this girl was meant to be a withdrawn person, a douche who doesnt care what ppl think of her.

he left me again. he left me for the 3rd time, and yes, i decided to be somebody i aint, all over again. who's the She tht i am creating this time, for 2012? she's a bitch. now tht ive got contacts, somehow i feel somewhat more confident abt my looks.

remember the girl who hides her face because she'd rather look at the world than have the world look at her? tht was E'indah E'esa, the girl who had cared what she thought of the world and not vice versa.

im neglecting her again, and this time i shall be Re'ine Nadhie, the bitch who doesnt care what she thinks of the world, but who cares what the world thinks of her.



take it as a show of cowardness if you like, but i think i'm the strongest person i have ever met.