as you can see, i'm drunk.
how was my day you ask? come, let us share with you the day coded 26012012. i woke up to the alarm and kept snoozing til 525, where the little voice in my head told me to get up. i refused, of course. and then i said, "5 more minutes please."
set 1 last alarm for 530 and went back to sleep, tht little voice saying, annoyed, "you better get up at 530 sharp." and i'm like "okaaaaiiiii bosss." and, 5 mins felt like 5 seconds. unfortunately.
so i got up, grabbed my towel and uni and underwear and headed to the toilette, and at this point of time the dream tht i was having wouldnt stop playing in my mind. (tho i alr cant rmb anything abt last night's dream right now)
anyhoos, i took the bus today. timothy didnt text me, strangely, so i didnt know whether he was coming along with me or not. sat by z posb machines, spamming him texts but no answer, so i eventually went on ahead.
when i got near the side gate, i picked up my speed. honestly, i didnt want to see irshad. at all. i have a very cheem reason for tht.
had reading at the parade sq today, where i started on "fade", the sequel to "Wake". was so excited! read on, and then aft reading period, the class splitz to go for their respective elective classrooms.
i went to class first cause my art stuffs was beneath my desk. i got scolded by miss chua, because i've been slacking. she said my current work is affirmatively an E8 standard. die sia.
had english aft tht, back at z 5/1 classroom, where ms adimah was waiting. we were all like dadadoo and then suddenly she started screaming and pointing to the door. turned out to be a lizard and she was like, "cicak! CICAK !!"
during recess, went to gym with siying. talked to her a lot, and then i pointed out the places where irshad would be if he was still in prcs.
i know tht during recess he would be by the MT classrooms on the third floor, forearms on the railings and looking at the ish area. and then during lunch, he would be walking around the area, and then sometimes he would sit by the lane connecting the art room to the labs.
yes, i do take note of his whereabouts, cause aft all, i did have a crush on him all along. *blush*
had one period of physics aft tht, and tht was when i remembered tht we had extra class for physics aft sch. i completely forgot all abt it !
during humans, gave presentation with daniel and pearl. tht was loads of fun, admittedly. rmb the times when daniel and i were like super close friends in sec 1? haha.
had 1 more period of MT, where i paid attention, before having our lunch period. i stayed in class to read, with jonathan lingering around with the tube of silver wrap. and then out of the blue, syazana came bursting into the room screaming!
we seem to have this picnic-in-the-classroom thing during lunch every thursday.
syazana kept calling me Big Monster! hehe. i kinda like tht. shall start calling her Small Monster from now on. this closeness with her, it makes me really happy. cause she's, aft all, my childhood friend.
we rarely talked all these years, but ever since make up bridging, when we shared stories from our current grown up life, it just seems so.... hmm idk, like wow. the last time we ever talked as much was probably abt some lame shit abt some hmmm idk. but you get what i mean, i hope.
i was reading my Fade when she plopped herself right next to me and wouldnt stop annoying me. then she said smth which i forgot and then i was like, "omg, i hate you!"
she straightway was like, "how can you say tht eindah? you shouldnt lie to me you know, what if aft you say tht i run out and someone happened to be playing with the projector thingy and then i got knocked by it and then i fainted and died and the last thing you said to me was you hate me, how would you feel eindah? dont lie to me ok eindah, i love you too ok eindah."
halfway thru i was laughing like fuck alr.
we had maths aft tht, where i obediently did my matrices, all alone on my desk. when mr low went off at 3.15 , waited for a few mins for mr collins to come pulak, so i did a little of reading first. and during the physics remedial, i did my work like a good girl too.
overall, i was a very good girl today. mommy would be so proud of me.
went home and rested for awhile, before making my way out again at 6 smth to meet with asleah bby. she's been absent the past few days, cause she took advantage of her 2days mc , i hear.
i have asleah's chemy test with me, and i was texting her to remind me to pass it to her later on. and then she asked me whether she passed or not. well, she didnt, and i didnt know what to say man. in the end i was like, "i'll keep it a surprise (:" (a smiley face for the positive atmosphere)
went to the lib cause we both had books to return. and omg, i borrowed two more. i'm alr finishing Fade soon btw. so now, i have like 5 lib books in my possession. i just love to read. *blush*
bought mac's and when we reached the bus interchange, both our buses came. she dashed for her 359 aft exchanging goodbyes, and then i saw tht two of my buses came. in the end decided to take 58.
when walking thru z EM, i saw jenny but some dude was giving her food. so i just went home. when walking by z lift landing at 605, one lift was at the 13th floor, and the other one opened just as i walked right past it. most of the time always like tht. macam cool .
and anyhoos , here we are right now.
finances are improving. tummy aches are still constant tho, but i've alr mastered the art of keeping my face straight thru the pain, and i've even learnt to control my hands from automatically gg to my tummy when the pain comes.
i'm getting mighty pissed/upset over the slightest things these days. i dont think it's my TOTM tho. mm. see, there's tht feeling again, of wanting to overturn this whole table and smashing my comp to pieces. i dont even know whats wrong.
im trying to keep from doing tht by occupying myself with z typing. help me, someone. anyone.
the place where she's been with both her best friend and her boyfriend.
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