and then without warning, it went pitch black. a little voice told me not to open my eyes, but the voice tht told me to open them must have been louder because in the end i did. and then i was in my room, up and insomniac.
and the song tht was playing in my head (so most probz it was playing in my dream as well) was 'when they come for me'. which drives my imagination insane.
let's share the dream i had shall we.
currently only rmb a little section. there must have been more before this, but of course, i dont rmb yet. i was with natalee, and she was saying to me, "i've heard of a girl who was with a boy for one year..."
along came, uhm, damn idk how to address her. i still have no rights to address her name. uhm, k we go by initials, along came NAH , in a car. i saw her, and then i interrupted natalee: "or more like, almost two years."
for some reason it silenced natalee, and then suddenly she and i were staring at the car NAH was in, and then nat was like, "shit....."
and then i dont rmb what next abt tht segment. another segment was a sorta like camp or somewhat like tht. i rmb getting up from a bed in this wooden cabin, and stumbled out the little door to be greeted with the beautiful sun in my face.
i saw some 4/3 ppl , and then one of them whom ive forgotten who, pointed over his shoulder and said, "they're all waiting for you!" i was confused cos i just woke up [in the dream] but i still went to the direction where he pointed, slowly...
as i walked, i rmb taking in my surroundings. i was walking this lane, not tht wide but no too narrow either, gg in deeper and deeper into the line of cabins. at one point, without warning i turned in. to the left.
there was a cabin tht was bustling with ppl , as i got closer i saw tht they were my classmates. felt a sense of relief, but then suddenly they screamed. yes my classmates screamed at the sight of me. all of them who were outside ran into the lighted cabin, screaming.
well for some reason i walked to tht cabin as cool as a cucumber, wanted to see why everyone was screaming but when i walked thru the door, i saw tht the people who screamed when they saw me earlier werent there.
oh! i rmb smth. before the screaming part, i saw farizah. she was wearing the red tee tht asleah and i got her for her 14th birthday, and when i asked her where she was going, she answered angrily, "i dont know! go there, they're waiting for you!"
yeah, then where was i ? oh then the people who screamed werent in the cabin when i reached. only a few who were like seated at these tables and chairs. i saw the usual girls, asleah, pearl, priscilla, shushan and siying.
i took a seat and said hello to everyone, priscilla was tryna get my attention and then when i finally looked at her she waved with this really sweet natural smile, and then i was like Hey!
i danced in my seat a lot, i remember smiling really widely a lot. if i dare say, i would say i was the one who lighted up tht little cabin. maybe tht was why they were all waiting for me, cos they were relying on my positivity.
oh, halt! no shit, i rmb the ppl who screamed alr. i rmb jingyu and tarmizi. k, i think i know what the dream is tryna mean alr.
well tht is all i rmb. and in the meantime, i still cant sleep despite it being half past 5 in the morning.
it's damn boring, the fact tht i always wake up earlier than irshad every morning, even aft a night of insomnia. like, i cant sleep, and then fell asleep at like 6, but when i wake up again aft tht, i still would have woken up before irshad. damn boring you know =.=
it's just damn saddening to not wake up to a good morning text since he awakens aft me all the time. o well, at least i know tht he wakes up to a good morning text every morn. he happy, i happy, the whole world happy.
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