insomniac.

i cant sleep.... but had a little nap earlier. from 12 to like 3 ? around there. and yes, i dreamt.

weeeell. i dont rmb their positions though. but many things did happened, like a tv series abt those 3 kids at guillemard; halia, tilda, tanda. the younger half of the 6 of my aunt's cats :3 i rmb smth abt kenduri ...

oh, at one point irshad came over my house and talked to my grandma . and then she made milo for us, which is like a childhood thing. she always made me milo when i was a child, when she was still staying with us. now she makes different kinds of drinks when i visit her at guillemard.

one part, i wanted to go down the escalator tht links dte and ehub, but it was gelap giler babz. then i saw ms adimah and was like, "cher, would you walk down with me!? T.T " and then she was like, "yeah sure!" like she always is.

oh yes, there was one time where many ppl from our sch were there. like graduating classes. ok, it felt kinda like grad night except formality wasnt necessary, cos i saw many ppl in tees and jeans i see the place in my head now, but idk how ta describe. very nice place though. like the airport.....

i was talking to jingyu , when i heard someone calling me. i turned and there he was; the love of my life. said bye to the whole group who was with jingyu and then i walked down this escalator with irshad.

oh! THAT was when he came my house. yeahh.... and then we kissed a bit before he left. soon aft, he texted saying, "we would have been able to continue if we were at 500A." yes, i remember '500A' so very the clearly in tht text.

hmm what next? i dont wanna talk abt the old woman at 11:42 thing. it's scary.

well, tht's all i rmb so far. and now, we shall move on to talking abt, 17th november. woke up, slacked in bed awhile, texting and the usuals, and then i got up and wondered around the house. was alone at home.

gave a black face and texted shad abt it, and then i started stoning and thought of all the grad night stuff. around 1 or 2, idk, went down to buy mac's. funny thing, i thought i heard keys but when i went around the house, nobody was there.

was hardly 10 mins when i came back home, to see my mommy on her bed. how come i didnt see her before i left!? tht was all tht i was thinking of.

had me food on my own T.T i was so sad, tht i texted naz saying "hi u suck cos u nvr be my lunch buddy". guess what, i heard his message tone, his phone was right in fronta me when i texted tht. T.T

slacked some more, and then like 2:45 plus, went down to meet with irshad. walked ahead and then he tackled and hugged me from behind, aww. i owe him a tackle from one year ago.

walked to e hub, but otw it started raining so we took 17 from interchange. went to some void deck to slack, i seriously love listening to his singing sia. and i love the faces. funny shit.

i irritated irshad like shit at the whining part i bet. he was like talking nicely to me but i still continued whining and then at one point he was like, "uuughh!!!" i'm an annoying spoilt brat i bet -_-

he gave me a hug tht i think i well deserve :3 and i kinda liked it when he adjusted my hair like tht. heh.

well then he sent me to work, when we split i was like "love you!" and then he did this smooching the air thing, bloody cute sia! but his cute always has its annoying part la. which i like.

talked with wani who was dg entrance again, haha. i got ball pool ! the other attachment kid was there, her name is farah. she's shooo cute!

well she went off at 5.30, and then i continued my job. barely an hour into my shift and i alr had to raise my voice at some annoying kids. and i pwned one annoying spoilt brat real good, aft tht she just didnt come near me at all.

i tend to be real nice cos i'm actually a mean bastard who has anger management issues. i hate it when the parents look at me like im stupid. their annoying stares, ugh. it's like good enough tht i'm keeping quiet rather than screaming at ur bloody annoying kid, cos im sure you wouldnt like tht.

halfway thru my shift when i was stoning as always, i suddenly thought of why ek hadnt called shad. i remembered danish once told me abt how the GROs always tore the application forms and threw them away just cos they didnt want any new kids on the job.

well tht was what i thought la. and the GRO who attended to shad tht day, i can say tht she doesnt like me much. idk, maybe i'm exaggerating.

today was kinda boring. i dont really mix well with the malay kids other than wani and azreenie and haryani although the others are real nice and all. idk la, maybe its just me.

but farhan EK same like farhan 4/2 sia! kept singing songs tht has my name in it whenever they see me. -___-

this time, i didnt clock out earlier! i stood at the clock-out machine thingy , staring at its 21:59. when it finally became 22:00 , a hand shot out under my nose. it was the guy who's always in the cap, his name is derrick i heard. smth like tht.

he was like, "hey, you didnt clock out earlier ah today? i thought you're famous for doing tht." -__________________________-

just nice when i was walking out of ek, irshad reached home. beautiful. i didnt feel like gg home cos shad said i hafta sleep immediately once i reach home. i didnt want to sleep, tht was for sure.

bought a coke otw home, and then i saw the little white kitty sitting alone so thought i'd play with her awhile. she's so damn pretty! the way she looked up at me, it was as if she had planets as her eyes. gorgeous.

sat there for quite some time uh. when i got up to leave, she didnt let me! i was damn worried cos i didnt want her to get knocked down following me across the road T.T and even if she managed to get the other side with me, i didnt want her to get lost following me T.T

had no choice but to push her down like literally. i didnt kick her, i cant bear tht. i would never kick any felines, young or old, good or bad, playfully or not, and the like. no siree. and whats more, them nikes are really big compared to the little kitty you know.

once she had her back turned on me, i dashed like a ninja! felt like another one of those times when i got myself into trouble and had to make a run for it.

well she didnt follow me. but she started meowing real loudly like calling out to someone. it really hurt... i had to put on ma earpiece and blast them TFT just to block out her calls... sigh. i regret tht nw, the least i could have done was buy her some food....

so anyway..

smth was wrong with my phone reception i think. received all 3 of shad's texts at one go, and he said he tried calling me but he couldnt get thru. sooo yeah. and tht was it for ytd, 17th nov.

o and i saw natasha natty addressing me as mummy eindah. i started laughing when i saw tht, like woah. mummy eindah? natasha natty? naw thank you.