past few days.

hello. was supposed to work today, but smth went wrong with the schedule so im home now. next shift is on tuesday. weeell. let's have a little chat.

past few days have been nuts. first of all, nearly wanted to kill myself on monday. ok, i did want to, but i didnt cos i didnt have the balls. the next day went for a walk, wow tht really awakened me. and then slacked with asleah and siying at the former's house.

i arrived first, and when siying did, the first thing she did was to slap me and shout at me idiot -_- and then aft asleah knew what happened, she said i was stupid and then the both of them were like hitting me calling me idiot -_________-

and then had first day of work on wednesday. ok ive blogged abt wednesday and thursday. thursday evening, i was like sitting at cc from a great height. i liked the feeling, but then khairul said he minded me sitting with my legs dangling. so i quickly got off.

and then, hmm, on friday, slacked with khairul before work. i missed being in his arms.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

ah ha ha ha ha! omg. look at tht. okayy. i am bored. i wanna write in diary now! fyi, diary is for more personal stuff, and for all the stuff tht i think wouldnt make sense to anyone who reads my bloggie. hehe.