worse news ever.

not only do i keep coughing and i end up making weird noises from my throat, and not only is my fever getting worse... but.. .....fuck, this is SO. FUCKED. UP.

they're breaking down 500A.
they're fucking breaking down the rooftop of 500A.
the carpark rooftop where we had the most memories.

where we slacked as best friends. where we played truth or dare on with faris and jiajing. where you cycled down to the ground floor with me standing on the back of ur bike. where you asked me if you could kiss my forehead. where you hugged me really tightly , where i hugged you , where you spent my fifteenth birthday with me.

IT'S GONE.
and i cant stop crying.

maybe i should tell you what they're doing, but idk if you'd care anot.
but i cant. i cant stop crying, and i cant stop punching the wall. im sad tht the memories are going, and im angry too . but... idk what im angry at. i think im angry with you . this discovery is making me .... mad at you. im blaming you. damn .

i cant stop...