Friday, January 14, 2011



she dumped you.

you were angry when you came to me. this time you scolded me when i went up to the carpark without you again though you told me to wait at the ground floor. you wouldnt stop frowning as you looked away. you refused to look at me, and i got scared.

we stayed like tht in silence, the both of us refusing to look at the other. then, from the corner of my eye, you stood up. i watched you. you came over to me and sat beside me. and then you grabbed my hand.

it started raining, but i was too lazy to move so i told you tht i wanted to stay there. what's the english word for "tempias" ? well we stayed there indeed, in silence, caressing each other's hands, when you stood up real quick suddenly.

idk what happened, but there was water all over you ! a puddle was forming at where you were sitting at, and you were looking at me with a shocked face. i started laughing, and you told me again to sit somewhere else. i followed you walk one level down, laughing away at ur annoyed face.

and we sat down, and held hands again.. you placed an arm around my shoulders as usual, and you wanted to kiss me when your specs got in the way. tht was epic, you were so fed up and you swore at them.

you knew i didnt like it when somebody looks at my face up close. but you still forced me to look at you whenever i was looking away. repeatedly, you'd gently push my face towards your direction via my chin. but i refused, i just Didnt like it. you tried to comfort me but in the end i just Faced somewhere between 'away' and 'at you'.

back then, i knew something happened. i knew tht sommething happened to you, and i felt tht you were sad at tht time. after a long time of silence, you looking at me and me looking at you from the corner of my eye, i turned to you and i said; "something happened to you on thursday. and you ain't telling me what."

you denied it. i decided not to argue and looked back away. cos i alr knew anyway.

tht day, you didnt send me home cos you had to go meet ur twin. i was watching you look at cars when i suddenly asked you for a hug. you didnt question me, you didnt hesitate a moment. you smiled a little and pulled me in an embrace, which got tighter and i doubted tht you were soon letting go.

but you did.
and i watched you leave.
and i didnt blame her for dumping you.

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