i had a dream where you died.

ur ghost was outside my house, and i was looking at you when you suddenly faded away, real slowly. when u were completely gone, i just Stared at the spot where u were standing at. at tht moment in the dream, i was just Shocked.

the next day was a sch day. during recess we were all allowed to leave sch and loiter at 458A. in the dream there was another carpark in the place of block 457, but i only frequented 458A, as so other students.

i started recalling mmrs i had with you at tht carpark, and then two of my friends came along and started talking to me, but i disregarded them cos i was emoing. once their backs were turned i ran off to the other carpark, and i saw those two friends watching me ran all the way to the rooftop.

once i got there i started screaming, tears were running down my cheeks and i couldnt stop yelling ur name.

i woke up screaming, before realizing it was all a dream. i immediately looked for my phone and texted you. and when you didnt reply despite four hours having been passed, i started to lose control. i kept thinking of the worse. and i kept writing and scribbling violently just To get my mind off things.

and then you, you texted me. knowing tht you were alright felt so much like discovering a cure for a killer disease.