I'm sorry, I just had to write in again. I have an issue. Well, I do have a lot, but this one is an issue that everyone has....... I don't know what to wear tomorrow.
It's first day of the second semester. And from what I think, it seems like I'm in a class full of new faces. And I'm also one of those new faces. So...... What do I wear as a first impression?
I only have two choices, actually, so my dilemma shouldn't be that bad. Or should it? I have to choose between two: wear something which is 100% me? Or wear something which is just a trial, like a piece that I'm just trying out in my journey to change my fashion sense?
It's more difficult than you think okay!?!?!? I'd love to wear something out of my box, I really do, because it's first impression after all. But what if I'm not comfortable??? I always feel like shit when I'm wearing something for the first time. And what if they look at me and be like, "Ugh, this is just freaking engineering school, what's she dressed up for?" And then time goes on and I start to wear my tshirts again and they'd be like "Okay she's getting more boring."
On the other hand, if I were to wear my tshirt and cardigan tomorrow... Idk. People who know me from the previous semester would be like, "Okay, she's still as boring as ever????" [I know they won't even notice me but damn it, you don't know me okay? It's the freaking anxiety, it's the freaking social anxiety]
Looking at my pile of clothes just intensifies my panic. I HAVE A TON OF TSHIRTS!!!! I ALSO HAVE A TON OF TOPS THAT I HARDLY WEAR!!! WHICH CATEGORY DO I DRAW OUT A PIECE FROM TO WEAR TOMORROW?????? HELP.
.......At least I know I'll be wearing jeans. Yup. That just makes everything soooooooo much easier. :-)
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