Okay you do know that I like exploring the country. You do know I love going on trains to different stations, especially on the North South Line, for some reason. Well this was actually inspired by the prince. If I hadn't met him, I wouldn't have dared to go so far off from the East West Line.
Because he lives in Johore, it always takes quite a while for him to reach home, even if he was already from Woodlands. That's why I didn't mind us hanging out at his turf; it was usually Jurong East, or Woodlands, because he has buses home from these places. We rarely hung out in the East, and we've never explored the North East line before due to his home location. I didn't mind.
Last two weeks though, he actually mentioned "exploring". How rare it was for him to say that! What's more, he had an appointment somewhere on the Circle Line, far from his usual turfs. It was a great chance to go somewhere we've never been before.
Well, until he changed his mind two seconds later. He said he was afraid of time. That's fine that really was. Okay so I got a little pissed but in the end I decided that it was fine. Yup, there are other times when we could have a whole day to ourselves.
Today happened to be that day. I had no work, and he had no school. We made plans to go cycling at Pasir Ris Park in the morning. He was the one who suggested this by the way!!!! You have no idea how happy I was!!! And i kept thinking of how it'd be like if I bump into anyone from my secondary school so they could see how handsome the prince was. And really, we've never been cycling together before. I've had the thought since February but he never had time to go all the way to Pasir Ris.
I also bought two pairs of shoes online and one dealer was from Woodlands, one from the North East Line area. Omg!!!!!! A great opportunity to drag the prince exploring!!!!! There are direct buses there from Pasir Ris, and Serangoon was two stations away from Bishan [a Red Line station] on the Circle Line. What's more, I was meeting the NE person at 3, and the Woodlands person at 6. We had the time to explore, before heading back to his turf where he could easily go home from there. A perfect arrangement!
Alas, last night he called and said he'd just been to the gym. He said that if he has cramps the next morning, which is today, he couldn't go out with me. My heart shattered. It really did. I almost felt like crying.
Then I got angry. Why did you go to the gym knowing we were going out today then? Or why did you make me look forward to today knowing you were going to the gym and that you might have pains blablabla?
I'm so upset. And it's not like I can just change the plans to meet the Carousellers next week instead right? It's not that simple. I also had difficulties looking for a day where both she and I were free so we could meet. And it's not just one girl, it's two. Two different appointments, two different spots in the MRT map, in one day. It would be nicer if the prince is with me.
I'm trying hard not to tear right now. I'm angry, but I'm also sad. I'm more sad than angry. Must he really keep cheating my feelings like this? Suggesting dates I've been looking forward to, only to back out or change minds, or say that his body is aching because he went to the gym the day before? I honestly think that's a crap excuse.
I really don't feel like talking to him right now. I'd usually write this post in the form of 'you' instead of 'him'. I'm just trying to show how upset I am right now. And disappointed. I just get this feeling that there will never be another day where we could explore somewhere other than the Red Line.
If it isn't for Carousellers, he wouldn't see any reason to go on the North East line. That's why, today was such a perfect arrangement. Until he had to ruin it.
I hope he has a good rest then. But please, don't talk to me.
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