12 days more.

heidiho my Axes, how has everyone been doing? my concern goes primarily to those taking O Levels as well. how has your preparation been going?

i think it's best to study outside with a classmate. as i had mentioned before it's much better to be outside with someone who has been paying attention in class, instead of at home where there's nobody to ask if you've got questions.

what's more, there are distractions everywhere in your home. at least if you are outside, you're practically strapped onto that chair where you can study all you need.

i'm not sure about you guys but it's what i observed about myself.

so my study plan for the next two weeks are of course, study all out like fuck. teachers tell us not to burn the midnight oil, but i'm still gonna do that.

after all, i've always gone against their "don't sleep in class". i think i really have to repay all that time i've lost. in fact i think even if i were to study straight for the next few weeks without any sleep, it would still not be enough to make up for what i've lost.

i want to study hard because i'd like to get the course which i want; the only course which properly describes what i really want to do. its cut off points are 11, which makes going into this course a far-away dream judging from my current state.

but if i put in the effort for the next 12 days or so, then i'm very sure it would be possible.

who knows what 12 days can do? this is the time for me to make it... or break it.

don't feel dragged down just because time is running out. i used to wonder this: when people are on the edge, why do they think of falling? why do they never think of flying?

just because you are at the edge of the cliff, it doesn't mean you're gonna fall. stop to think for a moment and remember that you can also have a chance of flying suddenly.