today is the 22nd of September, which makes it exactly one month til my first O Level written paper. [there's also the practical on the 18th of October or somewhere there]
i am so screwed.
i did okay for my Mid Years but i didn't do my Prep because of suspension, and i didn't study hard enough for Prelims. what are the chances that i will be able to cope with the real exams?
plus, if you were to remember how bad my results for MT Os were, you should very well know i wouldn't be able to even dream of receiving good results next year.
it's not helping that distractions have been popping out of nowhere, from PewDiePie to Pokemon Ruby online. it didn't change anything to have the fact that i am friendless, admittedly.
and you know what's worst? the fact that i know i am way too behind in my studies, and yet i'm not doing shit about it.
"this is the last stretch" is something which many of my subject teachers have said to me. it reminds me of the Cross Country, which i would walk and practically stroll the whole way except that last pathway when i would run to the finish line.
it tires me out, but i am relieved that everything is over already. who hasn't felt that before, right?
well well well well well well well. yeah, that's all i have to say now. i hope i would do something about this soon.
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