he makes me forget all the shit that's going on in the world. even though he made me freak out about the Slender Man, i still love this youtuber very much because he's always doing his best to keep us happy. he loves us. his fans.
didn't mean to make that sound so emotional, but really. he's amazing. he's the only youtuber that's ever made me laugh that hard in every one of his videos. even Smosh hadn't been that funny; sometimes i didn't really get their jokes. [though i loved the Mail/Lunchtimes and Mari ones]
and with all the stuff that i've been through this year, i really appreciate the laughs that PewDiePie gave me. he's probably the only human in my life right now whose job is to make me laugh. [as well as other fans, but you get what i mean.]
so yeah. am glad i was introduced to this youtuber.
thank you PewDiePie.
he's so handsome x_x have you seen his girlfriend? i think his girlfriend is adorable too x_x her name's Marzia [CutiePieMarzia on youtube] and she's from Italy.
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had fallen asleep in school the entire day, believe it or not. including recess and lunch, dammit. i've no idea why. i wasn't even that tired. and i didn't talk much too.
everyone was sharing cookies during Mother Tongue class. i wish i had brought mine, too! i felt so reluctant to take the cookies [Sabrina kept taking for me, and the rest kept offering to me] when i didn't even contribute any.
so i heard we've received the prelims timetable? where's mine then?
i've the feeling that my teachers are on the verge of giving up on me completely. if they really do, i must say that i'll understand.
turned on my comp to check Blogger and the first thing i saw was my name on Si Ying's latest blog post, so i decided to check out her blog for a while, been awhile. and damn i got so irritated.
no teachers are giving me any "special treatment". to them i'm just another one of those problematic students who needs to be told to do my work from time to time. and Ms Adimah is not biased towards me. she does scold me just as much. just not in front of others.
and what? what "version" did our home tutor tell you guys? just so you know, none of the teachers know the full story. i did not tell anyone anything. they just assumed. if you're talking about the clique thing, i have never told anyone that you guys left me.
i fought with my parents some time back. nearly a month ago. they were saying shit like, "it's your fault for showing this attitude that's why your FRIENDS left YOU." i immediately told them No, they did not leave ME.
and i say again, none of the teachers know the true story because they all just assumed and even if i bothered correcting them, they won't listen.
you should know better. i thought you would know better. after all no matter what you were still once my best friend. you didn't even hear me out and you already believed what Mrs Chew had just heard? and i thought you guys always had something against her. just when she told you this, you believed her?
i'm sick of people assuming when they don't even listen to what i have to say. my parents assume shit, about me, about my childhood buddy, about my ex boyfriend. i don't bother correcting anyone anymore cause no one's gonna take it anyway.
that's why i just let them believe whatever they wanted to. it's not my fault that what got passed around wasn't the truth. if you have anything you want to clear, you should just talk to me. i can't take anymore shit, okay? and you know that. thanks.
tomorrow i'm gonna buy myself a little Maccy D to eat in the classroom before morning assembly. in fact i'm craving Maccy D now, dammit. i fell asleep again when i got back and woke up to horrible hunger pangs.
oh wait, no, i want chicken rice. somebody tweeted about having lemon chicken rice earlier. i want some!
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