After separation came reunion.

i noticed how the bus to school seemed emptier than usual this morning, and how most of those missing were 4E5N. i must say, i'm truthfully a paranoidhead and i couldn't help getting scared.

is there school today? is it prelims already? why are there no sec 5s? o shit. did i do something wrong? seriously.

i did my physics practical during lessons today, obediently. it wasn't that bad, and i had fun actually. i guess i just dislike chemistry practical. better do something about that soon.

Asleah broke the convex lens. ohmygod. the shatter made my goosebumps literally stand up!

fell asleep in English while writing informal letter, can you believe it? only woke up right at 10.40. had maths after recess followed by double humans, and then double free period.

yes, pretty much nothing interesting as well today. hohum.

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i lost a very good friend of mine. because i coldly friendzoned him. dammit. now i feel like dedicating this post to him. he should know who he is.

my earliest memory of interaction with him was back in mid 2010, when i sat by the classroom door and started tripping random passers-by. he happened to be an unfortunate victim.

and when i got into that fight with the naked mole rat, on the day of NYAA ceremony for the sec threes thing, this friend of mine was there to hold him back.

we also bonded a lot in the 4/2 2011 times, of course. those were the days. when we had to write a letter to a classmate to give support to one another, i had to write to him. this i remember so clearly, though i can't remember what i wrote now.

fast forward a little to the day of our N level results. he decided to go to ITE. was it true that separation is a new reunion or something like that? cause we got closer and closer only after taking this different route.

he was the one who taught me how to cycle. who accompanied me when i had a sudden urge to cycle back on the last day of June hols, when i was super upset.

he was the one who saw me through everything, my tries and failures. [and my fails when we went cycling, cause i kept crashing]

well. i lost him. cause i rejected him. and now i can't do anything about it already. still, i miss him. a lot. because he was my best buddy when i had nobody else.