when i am sick...

i'm sick. ugh. i dislike the feeling of being sick. (then again who doesn't?)

am lying down in bed with the comp on the coffee table at its foot,wires stretched all the way. still managed to webcamwhore though.

i don't feel good. my head is throbbing and i feel very hot and very cold alternately. aunt and granny can't take care of me this time. i'm on my own once again. *sigh*

whenever i'm sick, i'll always have dreams that play with proportion. and i'll see this little globe-like thing, and i'll get sucked into it really really fast.

but just as i near the globe, all movement seems to stop, and there it lingers before my eyes, neither me nor it making any movement.

really, i have absolutely no idea how to put it into words. but i see it all the time especially when i'm sick. it's been this way since my younger days already. maybe some others have got felt this before?

i think i'll curl up in bed to read. at times like these, it's most probable that my dreams will be nightmarish.

and i aint gg to the clinic. i hate doctors. usually i have to get dragged. but now, nah. i'll just wait til the fever goes away again.

it was usually the boy who would ask me to go to the clinic.