another unexpected character.

never noticed that i've had more than 1,400 blog posts.

had a dream this afternoon, in another nap. somebody unexpected once again.

i was with The Boy, eating at this fast food restaurant which i think was most probably Mac. he and i were talking, and he was laughing, when, in the distance, i saw maya my cousie standing and glaring at The Boy's back.

she had stood there for quite some time, but she never looked even once at me. eventually she turned and just walked off.

suddenly The Boy and i were in a car and he was driving. i looked out the window, and when i looked back in it wasn't the douchebag anymore. it was muzzy malek. his 17-year-old uncle.

i was falling asleep, and at one point i laid my head on his shoulder, which he shrugged off, but in a gentle sort of way. so i fell, and i had my head on the space behind him on his seat, if you get what i mean.

i remember that i started crying. i made some soft sobs, and i was covering my face with my palm while he, muzzy malek, he just drove on.

we got off at one point, and he had placed an arm around my shoulders. i looked up at him, and that was when the both of us smiled, at the same time, at each other.

he said: "do you have any money for us to eat something more fancy? cause i don't."

we walked on this road, in the middle of it, when maya came along, and we all started talking together. she looked so happy in the contrast to the glare she had given to The Boy earlier. i remember that she and muzzy were like chatting away and joking about some shit regarding me.

never thought that i would dream of him now. the other time i dreamt of 'Irfan noorhalim, unexpectedly as well. what do these two have in common? they're related. they're related to The Boy. The Boy and i have went to peninsula with them on separate trips before.

i should go on an adventure. mystery adventure that starts with a dream i had. who knows, i go peninsula and i find something that leads me somewhere else and then i meet someone who tells me stuff which i wasn't supposed to know and then blah3 idk what i am crapping but you get the idea i hope.

wouldn't that be fun, though? a distraction.

i realized that i had been dreaming about the zoo a lot lately. two nights ago there was the raccoon and the huge cockroaches on the walls, pretty much like the kampung house at the zoo that i had went with my family the other time.

something like that, yeah. if you cant tell its size, i suggest you compare it to the little plug at the bottom left. gross right? but cool .

anyway, in this kampung house there was also a little typewriter, and at the time of the zoo trip it happened to be that i was reading a book involving a typewriter as well. seems kinda nice, a typewriter that is. wouldnt mind owning one.

i've started reading As Easy As Falling Off The Face Of This Earth this morning, and i'm halfway through now. it's about a boy who's like, travelling to get somewhere, and the only thing he's got is luck.

so what happened to muzzy anyway? i can't find his facebook, did he deactivate it too? confession: i used to have a crush on him, back in the days when the D-cube just left me after first kiss. i remember so clearly muzzy started calling him Douche as well.

the pictures above, i have no idea what happened to my eyebrows. you can barely see them right? cool kan.