so today i am very sad.
who cares right? naw, just sharing. i was very sad the whole of today, maybe cause i had woken up on the wrong side of the bed, maybe it was a dream i had had last night, maybe maybe maybe. but i dont know.
anyways... today had meant a lot to me. but i'm too embarrassed to elaborate. and idk if you understand what crap i am crapping right now. as long as i understand myself, tht'd be good enough.
ok, i stop crapping.
so today, had been the saddest day in my life so far. sad because some things made me so happy til i cried non-stop, sad because some things made me reminisce some sweet memories tht are long gone, and sad because of some stuff tht just makes me, well, sad.
"hello E'indah!"
"bee, you're actually really pretty you know, bee."
"i miss talking to you."
it's the simple things which make you happy, that can make you your saddest as well. like they say, the person who can make you the strongest has the ability to make you at your weakest as well.
ugh. Goddammit. why am i being like this...?
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