isnt it strange?

imagine you just had a walk in ur hometown and it was a horrible reminiscence of sweet memories. it was a horrible remembrance because it's a realization that all you once had is now gone.

so you wish your memories can be erased. you wish you can forget all those, everything that's ever happened between you and that boy, because it pains you to remember that he who was once there for everything isnt there for you anymore.

and you really did forget, you wake up one day to realize that you dont remember a single thing about your life.

the first thing you would want to do, is to remember everything in your life... right?

get what i mean? see the irony or whatever the word is?

when they've got smth, they want smth else. when they've got smth new, they want the old one back. humans are truly strange creatures. they all dont know what they really want.