another quick update .

ohhhhh eating apple cinnamon muffin right now!

so what have i done for this morning you ask? walked around the level on my own while waiting for the rest to siap, and then we all went to the shopping centre which is like joined to the hotel, to eat. ate rice, o wonderful rice.

the shopping centre is really useless to ppl like me, btw. and there was this one lane which had nothing but jewelers. damn. if only there's a lane which has notebookers. tht'll be my paradise.

o, o! imagine this. a 24 hours library, conjoined with a cafe and a little notebook shoppe. with new unique designs every week. in pasir ris. holy firetruck! i'd be the happiest girl in the world.

i wanna ask you smth. bila mau buat video!!!!!!!!!!

had a chat with kak siti earlier in the morn, and she told me on the wedding day, i'd have to put my hair back. dammit! yes i'd expected it, but i still feel kinda woaaahhh.

and then my granny was like, "nanti kebetulan ada lelaki minat e'indah!" and i'm more like WOOOAAAHHH . hati e'indah dah dengan orang lain, nek.

heheheh, tht woman. the second most beautiful woman in the world. she really knows how to make me feel good abt myself. i'm the third most beautiful woman in the world then!

was texting nic this morning. and we were saying abt how humans can really do anything they want. just tht, they need the will, the effort, time, support, skills.

i've got all of tht, except the effort, dont you think so? and even if i do have the abundance of it, i'm totally spending it all on the wrong things.

i'm buried too far down to feel the warmth from the sun again, so for now, i will lay face first in the sand, with the wreckage from ships tht had lost their way. Dive Right In, Story of the Year.

gaaaaaahhhhhhhhh why am i always the one waiting kbye.