outing with (ex) colleague !

today, this song was with me the most.

heidiho. well. let's go thru the day now shall we? i've got pics but my cammie aint with me right now. shall get to tht soon.

so well anyways, went to tamp lib to meet up with azreenie. when she saw me she was like OMG eindah! and then she hugged me, aw! then we made our way to mrt station back to pasir ris cos she said she had to go to EK to take uniform deposit.

well i had to go too, cos i wanted to take my pay. so we decided to slack around dte/ehub before gg to EK, cos i could only take my pay at aft 530.

went to mccafe and slack awhile while talking and drinking. haryani stopped by, and her tongue piercing shocked azreenie like hell. when haryaniwas gone, azz kept repeating omg what happened to yani sia.

and tht was when we started talking abt all the ppl at EK. she told me some stories which i should not publish in here cos they are still personal shit. thank you for your understanding (:

when it was like 530, went up to EK to do our respective shit. izan talked to us while waiting for jasleena, i like it when i asked her is jasleena inside and she was like, yes darliiinggg. hehehe.

went to see who was doing entrance, jing hui ! haha, so went to disturb him, and ask all the usuals. said bye, then made our way to romantic place cos wanted to slack there. but halfway thru azreenie got tired so we just slacked somewhere halfway thru, heheh.

talked some more. confided all the shit, told each other all the stuff tht we never knew abt each other. talked abt what we thought of other EK ppl, and then talked abt our boyfriends, the current and the exes.

her story is so similar to mine. and she's been thru a lot of what ive been thru. at the end of it all, azreenie looked at me and said, "i'm thankful to have met you in life."

THAT made me so happy! they really mean a lot to me, those words. omg. i was so damn happy when i heard tht. she said cos she's never met anyone who's ever understood her like tht, or been thru what she has, or is able to be trusted by her.

well. bonded with her a lot today. and then we camwhored , cos no matter what we've been thru, we are still girls.







i like the way she laughs aft every shot. hahaah, damn cute sia. like so damn happy, hehehe. she said she's never tried posing/showing faces whenever camwhoring before. she said im cool, heheheheh.

o yes, and i love the fact tht our music tastes are similar. heheheh!

and then walked to ws cos needed to take train. k ah, we fast forward k?

met up with bros and mommy. BROS. im damn grateful with the plurality. but guess what, halfway thru, the whole outing got firetrucked.

1. nazriq merajok with me just cos i kept pestering him to buy either assassin's creed or uncharted 3.
2. my mommy met up with her airasia friend and they were like gg shopping tgt.
3. when she came back from trip with her friend, naqib's girlfriend pulak came along.

bloody hell, point #3 was the most firetrucked up. my mommy effing gave her money sia, idk for what sia. and i was there but i was invisible or what, the 3 of them chatting like i aint even there. the more i looked at her, the more pissed i got, so i just walked off.

i hate her. i hate her. i hate her.

headed home, and my mommy didnt text me. which meant she obviously didnt notice me missing at all, bloody hell. damn disappointed. i thought i could bond with them three, my brothers and mommy. but no, extra ppl just had to show up right?

texted my father. but he was still at work. sat at the mrt platform trying to suck in the tears. damn fucked up.



kk. dont cry now man. eindah's a strong girl. eindah's a strong girl. there there. it's all over, everyone's home alr. dont cry now. shhh.