hm, then at night, thought of gg to hunt for some chemicals. thought of gg ehub, cause wanted to stop by EK. but i got lazy, so i just went mac's. took these photos before i left. was randomly holding the chain when i realised i was holding it in quite an artistic manner. (;
it is not perfect. but the memory is beautiful enough.
when i got home, was slacking in my bedroom when my bro called out to me. he said spike was outside, so we quickly unlocked the gate and went over to him. havent seen him for a really long time since he got hospitalized due to a fall from the 8th storey...
spikey had his right arm bandaged. and most of his fur had been shaved off. he sat quietly in the corner, staring at me. then he meowed. he started walking towards me, and tht was when i felt so damn sad.
he limping sia , no not really limping. it's like much worse. i nearly wanted to cry , but i held it in. spikey made his way towards me and i bent down so i could pet him.
what a hearty reunion. T.T
he made his way to our house , struggling to go up tht one little step. he walked around the house like how he always used to. this time i made sure all windows were closed so he couldnt climb out.
in the end, he sat on the couch, smth which he had never done before... he looked so tired. it made me love the cat more. (o to be honest i still dk whether spike is female or male)
nowadays the water in the bathroom has been hot. i love it ! i love the heat. it's so hot tht the mirrors get fogged up every time. and i always trace song lyrics onto the fog, lyrics tht would mean a lot to the ppl in the house, or to anyone actually...
but too bad. i'm like the only one who uses tht toilet in the kitchen. so nobody ever gets the chance to read those lyrics. apart from myself.
like i said... the only one who'll ever be with ya is you and you alone. the ppl who were there at your birth aint gonna be around when you die. the ppl who are around when you die werent there when you were born. think abt it ... (imho of course)
im almost done with my current diary. as in, it's gonna be filled up pretty soon. which means i can start writing in my new notebook very soon alr! "keep writing like there's no tmrw so you could write in the next beautiful notebook."
my notebook has become my sorta like trademark at EK. everyone's like asking me you like to write diary isit? im like yes, and theybe like, i always see you in the corner writing by yourself. hahaha, i dont mind tht. i dont mind the grinch or violet as well !
well anyway . i'm currently listening to a little bit of Faktion, despite them breaking up a few years back. and texting irshad abt some shit. he da 'douche yang bertanduk'.
the things tht make us deep are the things tht we dont speak.
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