a responsibility tht i failed.

i remember, so better type it down right now so you guys can read abt it.

ok, i dont rmb the beginning, i only rmb from a certain part. but i know there was smth before this part tht i rmb, it felt like i was returning from a party of some sort. most probs, it was grad nite cos i was wearing my grad nite get up.

was passing by the study corner under my block when i saw damn a lot of males down there. they were all gathered, and for some reason all of them were wearing black. no, they certainly did not look like they just returned from grad nite too.

well anywayys, and then. i didnt know where to go, cos seriously all them males were blocking my way to get to the lift. in the end i just selit at the side, ignoring all their chatter. and they were talking abt ma dress, bloody hell.

as i was waiting for my lift - which did NOT look like my own house lift in real life - came along tht dude from 3/1 whose name i do not know. i know his face but idk his name. so well anyway, he came along. and then he stopped when he saw me.

he said smth which idk, but i just ignored la. then along came some of the black males from the study corner, and they all gathered nearby looking at me while i was waiting for the lift. when my lift came, i walked in, and so did they.

the lift stopped at a few alternate levels, and one by one them guys got out. but the remaining were like making a fuss over my dress. by the time i got to the 6th or 7th level, everyone was out except for me.

i rmb tht my destination was the 9th level. at the 8th, the lift stopped and all the guys were outside and making a huge noise while staring and pointing at me. i quickly pressed the close button and went to the 9th. i rmb pressing the 12, 13, and 14 buttons.

you know aye, in this dream, the block wasnt like my block in real life at all. in the dream, it's like those blocks tht only have one house near the staircase, just tht every floor is like tht, it's like one storey one unit. get it? so mine was 9th, yeah.

when i reached 9th and got out, some of the guys came up from the 8th floor. at this point of time they were all wearing a deep red colour. and, at this point of time, i heard my voice. i told them not to stay there and to get away. smth like tht .

they all refused and just started making more noise, which nearly drained my own voice out. so in the end i took out my keys and began unlocking the gate. then the bloody males took my keys and unlocked the damn gate on their own.

and, this was when i raised my voice. i yelled and screamed. i forgot what i screamed, but i certainly did. i rmb saying please. but i forgot, i cant rmb what the fuck i was begging for. which is really a pity cos i would wanna know too. o well.

yeah tht's it uh. o, and the house of mine looked really rundown... it felt like tht house, was my responsibility. a responsibility tht i failed. idk. maybe i was married and got divorced and was living alone. it felt like tht. it really did.

a responsibility tht i failed... yes, tht's the right phrase now.

soooo anyways! a good morning to you my lans! what is up for me today isit? well first things first imma be meeting haikal for breakkie , which i should be getting ready for very very soon, and then aft tht i might be slacking with a handsome boy named irshad.

and currently been damn engrossed in tht random book tht i randomly picked out at the library. it's so far kinda like "the darkening", which genre i still have not confirmed. should read tht, by stephen m irwin. damn bloody awesome book sia i tell you.

o so now my blog is a book review is tht it ? ok, imma go right now. will blog later ok? love you! oh and chalet day 2 has been uploaded. currently uploading farhan's speech and aft this would be uploading GNV surprise.



my classmates should do me a favour and make an account to subscribe, cos each time i upload a new vid, they expect me to let them all know or what, bloody hell. and anyway, the least they could do is gimme support, rather than slacking like free loaders. good enough i make vids for you all over the past few months at 4/2, the least you could do was bloody sub, ok?

sometimes those classmates of mine really do drive me peanuts sia i tell you.
but i still do love them.