i've been studying very hard. and i cried a lot last night. all i wanted was to see his face so i can get tht radiance to re-energize me... his smile is my only source of energy. really. so it disappoints me tht i got up early, forced myself not to fall back asleep , but for nothing.

i'm not complaining.
i'm saying out my feelings to make me feel better .

and i'm trying not to sulk. i'm trying to make it seem like it's ok. cos it should be, or not i'd be causing him problems again. ok, it's ok. doesnt matter tht i've got to go back to studying with the limited strength i have left.

nvm , two days ago, celebrated teacha day at sch. too lazy to update the little details, so here are some pics .







last night dream awesome shit. i had a shotgun. a bloody shotgun. and i was shooting zombies. i saw hizan, as in he was also shooting. got a lot others who were shooting but i dont rmb ah. only rmb him. cos i helped shoot a zombie tht was abt to attack him haha .

k dah. sudah malas.