asleah was like showing me some shit attitude today . i do know why i think , tht's why this morning i just Talked to her like normal hoping i could like lighten up the situation or what . she sits next to me in parade sq every morn .

so as always i told her all my random comments ah . then she kept on like, saying "oh." and nodding her head and avoiding eye contact with me. which is obviously like smth wrong ah . i know her ok -.-

tu takpe ah , i still talked to her like normal but getting ignored totally , yet i wasnt tht pissed . but then ah, during maths . you see ah, among our clique, the 8 of us are like split into 3 different classes . asleah and i happen to be in the same one. so since she didnt talk to me , i just Slept thru out the relief period ah.

so the thing is , nobody woke me up when the bell rang . including asleah. so i missed my lunch period, only waking up when it was like mother tongue alr. it pissed me off ah ! like i kept asking myself wtf was wrong with her sey .

so i stomped off to my MT class , angry and a little bit wanted to cry too . saw khai at the end of the classrooms corridor , tried to smile but i didnt have the strength . my lips were trembling .

when i was sitting at my place in the 3rd level spare room , i suddenly got real pissed at the neatness of tht classroom. stood up and started banging the tables, and kicking and throwing them across the room .

and then i just Sat back down and started shivering . i heard someone call my name , turned out to be khai and he asked if i was ok , so i just Nodded and looked back away .

then when he was gone i went back out to go to the toilet cos ppl were saying tht my lips were bleeding . came out to bump into faris and irshad . faris said hi to me and i naturally just Ignored without bothering to even glance at him .

then faris was like , "eh dont emo ah." i heard irshad gg all, "asal ngan dier sia?" like what does he care? then the tone also, like as if my anger irritated him like tht . what a douche!

k im done for today . tmrw then i share the few funny stuff tht i witnessed today .
and a little reminder , people have good intentions behind their actions .

gosh, today was another one of my not-so-fave days .