i looked out the balcony standing between both my brothers .
it may seem nth to you , but it's been such a long time since i last stood between them. i've searched all albums and there seemed to be only one picture of the 3 of us . i rmb crying as i stared at tht photo in a frame , on the day tht they both disappointed me. uh huh...
and we were staring out the balcony window cos we heard smth like an accident .
you know what , since we are bored right now , let's talk abt my brothers .
older brother : Naqib
he's turning 20 this august , but he's still very much like a child . a spoilt brat is my most polite term. i dont wanna start gossiping abt him right here, but let me just Tell you tht if u were to be on the same bus as him and me , u would have never thought tht we were siblings .
ask any of the seniors from our sch , they most probably know him but doesnt know tht he's my brother . yes, it's our differences. he dropped out of sch at sec 3 , and to put it bluntly he's much like a mamat.
but i'm grateful tht he ain't rude to my grandparents . i'm really grateful for tht, i just Wish he'd visit them more. the only times he ever went over to my aunt's (where my grandma lives) , was to collect money tht he had asked from my aunt .
hm , i aint gonna go personal here either . but he is alot like a spoilt brat , throwing tantrums when he's hungry (he cant cook and he gets lazy to buy stuff on his own) and when he has no money (the dude has big problems with budgets and stuff like tht) , so yeah. he ain't as independant as his lil sis .
i'm sure you've all heard tht he left me for a girlfriend of his , so we ain't gg there either here. just Wanna let u know tht i think i'll just Hate whatever girlfriends he get from now on , whether or not i've actually met them.
hating someone tht u barely know is too much .
but so is leaving someone of ur blood bond , for someone tht hasnt even taken up half ur life.
younger brother : Nazriq
i used to dislike him when he just Arrived in our family . the very earliest memory of him was when i was standing outside the master bedroom with my parents , older bro and grandma (she was living with us at tht time).
my mom was rubbing her tummy and i was looking at it , and everyone was laughing and i saw many happy faces . i recall putting my ear to her tummy and my older bro telling me to be careful , or not my face would get kicked. i immediately withdrew my head back .
he recently turned 11 in march, but idk why he's still considerably short. we got into fights alot when i was still in pri sch , and one of my most effective attacks was pulling his hair hard. he'd burst into tears and i always got it from my mom.
i didnt really like my younger bro when he was just Born into the family, like how my mom says my older bro didnt like me when i was new. so yeah , i dont have alot to complain abt my lil bro , just Tht he doesnt admit when he knows he pwned alr.
one thing is , my bond with him grew alot stronger when he just Sunat. i rmb peeking at him from the door when he was lying on bed. and i saw tht sad look on his face . he was alone and wanted to cry . i stared at him for some time before he saw me and smiled .
but overall , i do love my brothers to the max .
my God younger brother is my boyf now , and my God older brother is a douchebag now . i guess i should be grateful for the blood brothers tht i have alr. hehe.
♥ your siblings .
[sorry for blur pics , i lazy scan]
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