truth be told , it's not very common of me to remember dreams tht i had on sch days. i do rmb in the mornings, but i forget by the time it gets to flag raising , unless i jot it down before i leave home. i've tried repeating my dreams in my head over and over again , but i get distracted for a minute and poof it disappears ; without a return promise.
well anyways , here's how the first day of semester 2; term 3 went.
i cant rmb the last time i tied my hair , which was why i got so frustrated in the morning . i told myself tht it's ok though. wouldnt want smth like tht to ruin my first day of sch. so went on, went on, went on to the bus stop texting khai and listening to some AAR .
my phone time was messed up ever since bali , so i wasnt so sure what time it was. (i usually leave at 6:24 phone clock) but then i saw the usual ppl at the bus stop, and as i watched them board their usual buses (which came accordingly like before the june hols...) , i alr knew what time it was, so yeah .
one month sure felt like one day .
and it was so dream-like , like as if the holidays never existed .
english teacha changed from ms foo to mr syafie. aside from tht , every other subject has the same teachas. first period was mt , and i was looking forward to walking past 3/3 to see my khai , but ms junainah lectured us until tht one period was over, and then it was english.
mr lim didnt seem too happy at physics cos we all never did his hols hw. in fach he was pretty pissed i might say .
recess was normal as always , listened to some dubstep in mega bass , and the experience is just... Woah. like really, woah. try it! it's so WOAH !
ss was alright , just Tht i didnt understood map reading. sometimes i get really upset at the fact tht i'm not a normal-speed learner. it never bothered me as much , but i'm getting really frustrated. like teeth-gritting , heavy-breathing kind of frustrated. n levels is on its way , for god's sake.
for once maths was humouring , cos ms huang was swinging her hand showing us the stuff on the board when her hand whacked the whiteboard ledge. and it was loud! i was sitting right in front of her , and im sorry tht i seriously laughed like shit at her. X:
blah3 , assembly , not much, just Tht i hit jonathan lee (who was sitting infronta me) and qianying (who was sitting behind) alot of times, hard, and didnt bother saying sorry . and i saw tht khai had to stand up xD
aft sch i was walking at the stairs , turned the corner and the first thing i saw as khai . i immediately smiled , like i really smiled sia i tell you. then he told me he go eat first , so i waited at canteen , then idk what happened and i was at the bus stop with lots of ppl.
i actually said straight to khai , "i love u" , and im so proud of myself for tht . sure it may seem like nth but i gathered lots of guts to do tht and he had a bad day so it might have lightened his spirits , idk. i hope tht was the case though, hehe.
a simple word won't turn back the hands of the clock.
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