i'm not in sch today.

i was caught in the rain yesterday. because i felt like walking around town on my own. i like walking. hot or cold, it doesn't matter. i've walked home from sch at around 2 pm. the sun was in my face, but tht was probably what i enjoyed. i didnt mind the sweat, i didnt care if i fainted, i didnt think abt heatstroke.

before i met you, i never really liked walking. maybe it was because whenever we went somewhere to slack, you'd force me to walk. but one thing i liked was tht you were patient. when i was lagging behind, you slowed down. when i stopped for awhile, you waited. you kept looking over your shoulder to take a glance at me. but you always didnt say a word.

i liked it when you held my hand as we walked. whenever you suddenly grabbed my hand, i was never surprised. maybe cos i was expecting it. the first time we held hands was the day after you asked me to be your God-sister. i was leaning towards you, and when i got up, you asked for my hand. so i gave it.

you were on my left, so my first hand tht ever held yours was my left. when you kissed my hand, i was surprised. cos i liked it. and you also placed my hand on your cheek. your thumb gently caressed my hand, and i placed my other hand over yours. our arms were intertwined, and you said how small mine were compared to yours.

i never really looked at your face as all tht happened. you asked me why i kept looking down, and you even said tht i was crying .

you pulled me towards you suddenly at one point, and when you had your arm over my shoulders, you stroked my hair alot. i think you even kissed my head. i remember you saying how soft my hair was. and then you kissed my head again.

i kissed you on your cheek. i was shy, i made a quick move and straightway withdrew back to looking down. you still caught tht kiss though, and in return you gave me one quick one on my cheek too. but you asked me for another cos you missed..

idk how long we stayed there, just Holding hands, with my head on your shoulder, talking.. and then it got dark, so you told me to go home.

i told you i didnt know my way out. to tell you the truth, tht was a lie. cos you said you weren't gg home yet, but i wanted you to walk with me out. well at least i managed to get you to walk out of the park with me.

you asked me, "do you want to hold hands while walking?" so we did...

when i said goodbye, i turned straightway and started walking, but you grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. i remember smelling your scent on your neck.. you said bye Dek. and once you released me, i walked home. in my new shoes. in your old shoes.

and tht was my first 24 hours of being your God-sister.